Without fail. And when you wake up you smile and say thank you. At least now I have today. Before I thought I’d live for ever and spent every moment afraid I’d die on the spot. Now at least if I drop dead I’ll have contributed something to the people I walked amongst. At least when I am remembered I’ll be remembered as someone who kept the promises they made and apologised properly for the times I didn’t. That’s something to live for isn’t it? You’re damn shooting straight.

Enough of the, I used to be a drunk and now I’m sober rant. Where was I? Oh yeah I was telling you about Maria and how beautiful she is and how lucky I am to be getting married to her. Sharing proper vows both of us five beautiful years sober. Two of them together.